poker newbie here

Hi

Im starting to hate poker above everything else.

Im a ring game player and my bankroll hits 0 after a few games.

What am I doing wrong?

Is it just because the competition is harder than ever?

Im not a very good player but im not bad either

Im also starting to think bad about the poker rooms fairness.

If I get a pair preflop I can be 100% somebody else got a pair as well. I have seen this pattern so many times.

I just wanted to express myself, take it easy on the poker tables